a horizon,
it lies still
as still as the ocean
without a face
i try to blink
tears seem to block my view
i wonder what makes me so sad,
what do i want to achieve
in this life as empty as me
what lies within
behind the sky
is there a life in the unseen
where do i look
and what do i do
to find a way
in the unforseen

If only i knew
what was to come
....
If only i had a little glimpse
of the life i'd lead
after my sins.....
i'd talk myself out
too stupid to convince

what is conceit?
maybe if i wait more
i'd get what i want...
only behind horizons,
behind the sky

just maybe...

27 November 2000